One helluva Night

Caption: Me (apparently unprepared for that pic.lol), Wale, and my mans E from MSU



^ afta postin that shit words really shouldn't be necesarry.lol. Butttt, for those who don't know, Wale has always been a figure I looked up to. Like many othas, I used to emulate this dude's style for what seemed like the longest; so meeting him, talkin w/him, dapping him, and takin a pic w/him just made my night (no homo, FUCK YOU if u can't get where I'm comin from)

But that was just the highlight of my night on the 25th of August. The entire night was great though. Thanks to good networkin, I copped tickets to this club on the Baltimore Harbor called "La Tasca" for $10; it's like a fancy lil restaurant sittin on the water but it also has a club/bar area in it. But the girls was freakin, & the music was live as hell. No complaints on this end = )
Also, Terrence J from 106&Park was hostin the party. (as u can see from the lack of a pic that wasn't exactly the most exciting shit.lol). But he actually does seem cool in real life, alot more chilled than on tv
The following night we went to Club1 but that shit was soooomuthafuckinwack. *angry face*
Neva should u be so bored at a club u wanna leave. At one point I managed to get trapped in a corner by 4 300+pound bitches *ewhhh*
But enough on that one.
Outtie byattch. 5000

Throwback of the Day:

This joint is so calming to me. I've definitely been bumping this song day & night since I moved on campus. It seems many can't relate to it. It's not necessarily the lyrics but the melody hits me hard; just felt like sharing the wealth ya'know.

College anxiety....

The oddest feeling has overcome me today........


For those that don't know, I am making my departure from Waldorf tomorrow, and moving into my “new” spot on Morgan State University’s campus
Now, although I got my acceptance letter sometime late winter/early spring, attended the open house in April, ANND stayed on campus for the 4 days of freshman orientation (19th-22nd of July), it appears none of that could have helped me to deal with these feelings of anxiety that have been runnin through my head all day.
It’s almost as if I was down all day; odd….But uhhm, as boring as people claim Waldorf to be, I keep feeling like I’ve got soo much unfinished business back. More people to say “goodbye” to, blahsay blah; as if I won’t ever be returning. Idk, bad habit. And then there’s the fact that I don’t wanna leave my mother, or father for that matter. I’m sure they’re happy to be empty nesters but I’m feeling like she needs me back home. Man shit. I’m just having mixed feelings in general right now. I felt like I met a group of friends that would hold me down while I was at orientation, but now I’ve realized that outta all the #’s I got, I really only talked to 2 people so fuck them niggas. Shit’s like I gotta start all over again come tomorrow. And quiet honestly, part of me doesn’t even want to be sociable cause of my strong ties back home. Part of me wants to get on his loner steez, but I know that won’t do me any good. Welp, luckily, I talked w/my good friend GG who’s also sharing some of the same feelings and she offered me some good adive being >>> “Yea, I think the problem is we’re trying to figure it out now and I think we really wont kno til we get there. …”
Sooo, I’ma g’head and take that advice, suck it up and try to meet some new people to ease me through this transition. I’ll keep y’all updated w/that one.




Peace.

5th D fits of the week

Shoutouts to 5th D forum, as well as my beloved Hypebeast forum. Just gotta post this shit that really caught my eye:

















My personal favorite by far:










Steezy ass female right'chea Can't forget about the females:

FML again

CLICK PLAY FOO! Its the theme music to this blog.lol>>>>>>>

Snoop Dogg - Ups And Downs - Snoop Dogg



I'm not exactly sure how things worked out this way but somehow, today, Thursday, August 13, 2009 managed to be my worst day of the year
It's mind-boggling how many unfortunate events can occur in one 24-hour period. Welp, I'll start off with my awakening, somewhere around noon-ish........



I woke to see many unread txt messages in my phone, blashay blah (same ol', same ol') but I noticed my newly inserted gauges were stuck to my ear = /
So i walk to the bathroom only to see that there was a film of dried blood & puss around the rim of both my ear piercings.lol. Nasty right *yuck face* Well, needless to say, I was feeling ultra paranoid so i sprayed my ears w/some good ol' h2Ocean & swabbed em like 5 times w/a bottle of ear care & a q-tip.lol. (lesson learned, DO NOT jump more than one size when gauging up). I made the huge mistake (caused by laziness & impatience) to jump from a 16g to a 10g *slaps forehead & drags hand across face*
Eitha way, I spent like 5 hrs of my day researching effective ways to prevent infections, clean gauges, blahsay blah
BUUUUT, back to my timeline.....


One of the txts was from my co-worker telling me I was supposed to be the opener today (meaning I was supposed to be at work @ 10:30...mind you it was past noon at this point). I was blown that I didn't know that and accidentally overslept but she said she don't think the managers knew so i was just like fuck it, I won't come in.lol. Eitha way, my money is in a shithole so I was gon try to work this afternoon for some extra bread. But, coincidentally, after I managed to find a coworker willing to let me work for them, I got caught up, lol, and my manager said I couldn't come in since I didn't work my morning shift. Not too bad since it was my fault I guess so fuck it = /


However, the negative highlight of my day came from a PG county officer that goes by M. Reed
Anyone that rides w/me will tell you that, like most, i drive pretty damn fast but oddly enough, today I got a whopping $300 speeding ticket when I considered myself just "crusing".lol. Go figure
My mans Derrick asked me to pick him up & drop him off at work for $8 so of course I agreed. But on my way out the door, my stomach hit me with the "surprise shitz" after downing like 4 ribs.lol. Soooo, that set me back a good 7 min or so and I intended on making up for it by speedracing up to Bealle Hill Rd and back. After I left out the neighborhood I was doing 55mph though (not even fast on that big ass road...its like the size of 228) and I slammed on breaks soon as I saw the cop but by that time his bitch ass radar already had me clocked in and I was a dead man. Then, to make matters worst, I couldn't find my wallet for nothing before leaving my house so I was driving w/no license. Seconds before the officer was about to snatch me out my car and send me to jail, I realized it was under my armrest.lls (terrible place right?) so yeah. I proceeded with handing my license to the overly-eager white man. Lucky for me, I'm laying in my bed typing this opposed to being locked up in Upper Marlboro tryna jot the shit down, but of course I had to deal w/my father's yelling/screaming/fatherly duties first hand





Welp folks, just a day in the life, of a young man who always seems to be riding on life's exteme highs or extreme lows, but never in between.lol
Peace

08.10.09

*deep breath*
Let's see here, where do i start.lol. Well lemme first say that i am like the laziest person ever unfortunately and that's like 97% of the reason i dont blog on a regular basis, but that does not mean in anyway I don't got shit to talk about.lol. This summer has been live as shit
Ever since I got outta fuckin HS, Ma Dukes' has been treatin me mad dif; like I'm literately grown. Although Ive had my license since February, i've neva had this much freedom where I can just leave basically (long as i come back home in a reasonable hour), and even that's not guaranteed sometime.


Well anyways, i went on my first vacation by myself a couple weeks ago. Funnest, most enlightening, yet dumbest shit I eva did with my life.lls
An old friend of mine (who i still stay in contact with somehow) called me up round the 1st or 2nd week of July telling me how he moved up to NY and has his own apt now, blahsay blahsay blah, so I decide to visit him the weekend of the 31st-3rd. So many things came unexpected.lol. On literately every night there, we hit a different exclusive club (through connects that know either the bouncer(s) or the owner) and got drunk and attempted to bring females home. Sometimes it work, others it didn't, but all in all, no cockage was delivered.lol = /
No exaggeration though on the clubbing situation though. Thursday night: The Box, Friday night: Greenhouse; Saturday night: The Cabanas
Outside that, his roommate was gay.lol. But one of the coolest gay dudes i know (totally not a faggot), something like a straight man who likes to fuck dudes (I'll let u come to whatever conclusion u want.lls). In NY, it seems that homosexuality is so norm which is complete different than how i was raised but I've learned to accept ppl for who they are
Awesome vacay in general, but the stupidity lies in the fact that I did practically no financial planning/budgeting before I got there so I pretty much spent every fucking dime I own.lol = /
Shittiest part is I got overcharged on like everything and I'm still trying to get my money back. For example, on the last night that we hit the "Cabanas", they charged me $137 in drinks whenever I only had $50 on my tab and only bought 4 drinks. Whatever though, lesson learned: don't use ur card for everything
I wish I woulda brought my fucking camera too, but my dumbass let my mother talk me into otherwise *angry face*





Also, I got tested for std's today.lmao. As random as that was, shit was nooo fuckin laughing matter. My penis is still in a tadbit of discomfort from that flaming blade they slide in my peehole.lol. Luckily, I tested negative for everything. Some could say the pain was worth it since I have the knowledge now.lol. Ehh, eitha way, lesson learned, that was some scary shit so I gotta stop thinking with my dick.


I'm typing this blog on my new Toshiba laptop too 0o0o! lol
Def feeling like I'm that nigga currently

That's all i got for right now, sorry if this shit was hella fuckin borin but I'll try to get back on my old steez in a few; just had to update y'all with the happenings and whatnot
-Fin




*edit* BTW, I am definetely collegebound.lol. Leavin for MSU (Morgan State University) in exactly 5 days biattch = )